14 November-- Yesterday, I suddenly found
a new way to look at what's been giving me stress and inspiration
and joy and despair and uncertainty for, oh, forever.
what I have is a heart, a spirit, a will, completely committed to
trying to make people's lives better, to make the world a better
place. It's a simple and clear thing inside of me . . . But the
problem, you see, is in my head. It's very easy to have the will
to make the world a better place. It's hard to figure out how to
that heart-drive that Paul Wellstone had . . . He found beautiful
ways to use that passion and energy, and my head needs to think
about why he lived his life the way he did and what I can learn
from that. But even if I decide all his choices are not for me,
I can think of no better goal for all of my life than to aspire
to a heart like his.
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